exploring me

i dont really need you to lift me up when im down,
i know im not light weighted and it'll be a hell to do
but yes, i need a hug, thats enough for u to do
i do not need a return of love poems and quotes that i sent to you,
u're a busy person and its okay
but it'll be lovely if u wud appreciate them a little and say u love me.
just one simple " i love u" will do well
when i cried i do not need you to wipe all the tears away,
i realize maybe sometimes u ran out of tissue or towels, and i also realize how i cry like a baby sometimes
what i want you to do, what i really want u to do
is to say to me that everything would be alrite.
that u're here with me to love when the world was up against me
i love every tiny weeny love and affection u gave to me
i love it when u joke and made my day
its not that complicated to love me
roses will fade, diamond might be stolen, money cant buy love
i love the little things u did
right from ur heart, do it willingly and its enough
i love the little things we have. i cherish them in every ways,,
actually those little things matter the most for me..

thanks to abigail sutika for this beautiful note in her facebook.
this wraps all the words i havent been able to say to the one who is really dear to me... in the past.

hey you. you know this is for you.
i dont want u back, i dont want to be together again.
i dont know but maybe that was a lie.
but this one does hold true.
i love you.
more than anyone else in this world.